I've not been spending good quality time with my darling that much since the arrivals of his customers from God-Knows-Where. A French man and a Spaniard girl, to be precise. They've been stealing his time from me since Monday till now, and I'm already missing him so badly. He would have to entertain them till late nights, with late dinners and late happy hours (hopefully they would sign the deal with his company), only to come home at 1-2am everyday. Although I do hang out with my friends (to kill time) while he's away, I just feel the extra loneliness and... for him being with me. Perhaps I've been so used of him always being near to me, all his attentions towards me...
He came home today, for lunch. He had to changed into better clothes, well, to meet up with them later. I was all emotional all of a sudden, shed some 'missing-you-so-badly' tears while pretending to be asleep, for I know I would be lonely again tonight (and tomorrow, and so on). I just don't have the mood to go out with my friends anymore.... I know I'm being a big baby. He saw me crying, asked me what was the matter, (as usual I just kept quiet) and told me that he loves me alot and that he's not leaving me alone (??????Yah, leaving me with his dog at home, alone). Are guys really that dong not to understand how a girl feels? Or is it just us girls, being over emotional bout something?
I really have no idea myself. All I know is that I am longing for his tight hugs, the stupid laughters we share and his time for me again... Missing him loads... *cries*
http://dirty-dancing-fairy.blogspot.com/2006/11/lonely.html?showComment=1163209980000#c116321003085298997'> 9:53 AM
ermm, sometimes men are like that, to them career at a certain point will have to come first of all things. i'm going through tta phase as well. in relationship matters i guess sometimes men is a bit "dong" in understanding a woman's feeling as there are times where his mind will be filled with so much of work till he is numb to his surroundings. cheer up girl, don't worry too much, it's just a phase and it'll all end soon, sometimes in relationship being able to be away from your partner is a good thing, it does tighten the bond between u 2. cheers
http://dirty-dancing-fairy.blogspot.com/2006/11/lonely.html?showComment=1163332620000#c116333264720972966'> 7:57 PM
*smiles*thanks calv.. another calv to my list... hehe
http://dirty-dancing-fairy.blogspot.com/2006/11/lonely.html?showComment=1163496120000#c116349616206627901'> 5:22 PM
hehe no worries. ur blog is interesting wert. somewhat inviting compassion as well, strictly this post only tee hee
http://dirty-dancing-fairy.blogspot.com/2006/11/lonely.html?showComment=1169660280000#c116966028639183976'> 1:38 AM
so poor thing...
well, perhaps you can take the time off to do your own things... it can be quite fulfiling... trust me.
http://dirty-dancing-fairy.blogspot.com/2006/11/lonely.html?showComment=1178777640000#c7970492081625743920'> 2:14 PM
Men are like that one - dong, really dong. Sometimes, my hubby also like that one. Macam talk to wall at times. Cheer up lady. Take this time to do your own thing lar. Sometimes, you can do your things without them mah